Monday, 30 April 2012

A problem encounter~

I dunno why.. He was suddenly MAD at me, yesterday..29042012 Did I do wrong..? Ok, fine.. if I was asking about his cousin that made him MAD.. Ok, I'm sorry.. I won't ask again, InsyaAllah. The thing is.. He's never tell me how he felt.. if he dislike something, just say directly lahh! don't just keep it to himself. and just so I know what he was thinking... I don't want to be selfish! SHARE YOUR THOUGHTS! Ok, I was fine with he was using '!!!!' sign in his every single sentence.. Ok, I was still fine that he said "payah cakap ngan orang Brunei ni!!!" 'My mind said, So what if I'm a Bruneian?? Then, why the hell we're IN A RELATIONSHIP when you already know that I'm a Bruneian and you're a Malaysian? So what?' Even so, my heart ache! I was still trying to understand him.. endure what he was just said... Ok, when I asked, what's wrong with him.. he said, 'why!!!!' as in.... 'nape!!!!' What do you think, how I felt at that moment? Happy?? Ok, that was true that I went Offline on Skype.. Cus, to give him times lah.. Oh, sensitivity = watery eyes. Ok, but after that... I went Online on Facebook.. and, checked his Timeline.. Whoaaaahhh!!! Daebak!!!! Awesome!!!! Amazing!!!! No other words that could describe what and how I felt at that time.. Ok, fine.. He was texting (wall-to-wall) with THE GIRL.. THE GIRL that HE USED TO LIKE...!!!! *Whoaaahh!! It has been my second time talking about THE GIRL, yep? Again, I was trying to clamn down myself.. "It's ok..it's ok.." "She's just his classmate.. Nothing much!" But.. upon seeing theirs walls... =_______=' huhhhh~ I deactivated my Facebook, I deleted this Blog, I went offline on Skype.. Suddenly, my Phone rang.. Oh, his text message!! =___=' Hmm.. My Phone? I was thinking of throwing it out of the window though. haha! Thanks, O Allah.. that I was still concious and under control.

Dear Mr.D, So, awak fikir, saya OK je selepas apa yang berlaku? Ok, if you think..that way.. then, maybe you're wrong.. You were texting with her, MAYBE okay lah.. not a big deal.. Tapi... Seriously,.... AWAK MARAH DENGAN SAYA.. tapi..dengan DIA.. boleh pulak awak cakap elok-elok, yep..?? Bagus lah kalau macam tu.. If you feel like, you need HER.. More than you need ME.. In your life... Go on.. I won't stop you. Ketara sangat saya ni bukan 'someone' awak.. Kalau awak dah tak perlukan saya, beritahu saja lah.. Tak payah lah nak cakap ini, nak cakap itu.. Buang masa.. Dan, Menyakitkan hati. Mood:

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