Thankful~

AND.....

NOW!!!!

We are back to NORMAL!!!

 Syukur, Alhamdulillah!

 Thanks, O Allah~!! ^^

This Feeling~

I.... just..... dunno.... what.... to... say...., here!! Hm..... I need him.... But..does he ever need me? I miss him.... But..does he ever miss me? I love him.......... But..does he ever love me? I wanted to share my life with him.. But.. Do I belong living in his life and, be a part of his memories? Now, something has changed between us... To tell the truth.. I dunno what.. We don't really talk like before.. Just now.. I text him.. Ask him this and that.. But.. He answered like...... Ok! At least he answered.. then, I try to get myself clarified with what happened yesterday.. So, I gave hint.. wanted to ask about yeasterday's problem.. But.. he seemed... doesn't want to talk about it.. So, I said..just forget about it lah... Mood: heartache so bad!

Regret~

Okay, Now.. I regret.. I THINK, IT WAS ENTIRELY MY FALSE!!!!!! I'm sorry, Mr.D!! I knew, Mr.D has an upcoming lawnbowl tournament.. at Klang, Selangor.. and, I made him like this..... I made him SICK!! BABO!!! I blame myself for this to happen. Useless me. Hopeless me. Worthless me. I was having an endless night, last night.. I couldn't sleep comfortably.. I woke up every hours.. And.. I even texted him using my line Malaysia.. Cus, line Brunei = credit low! =___= the hell. It cost me $2/= per message. But, that was nothing..as I was worried about him. thus, I sent him 2 messages.. But, none of them got replied.. haha.. =___= I was thinking of him before I went to bed... I was thinking of him after I woke up... I'm thinking of him now.. "Did he eat his medicine?" "Is he okay?" "What is he doing?" Whoahh! This is a reversal effect, yep? I made him 'like that', yesterday.. And now.. I'm the one who is crazy thinking about him. Mode : WORRYING!!

A problem encounter~

I dunno why.. He was suddenly MAD at me, yesterday..29042012 Did I do wrong..? Ok, fine.. if I was asking about his cousin that made him MAD.. Ok, I'm sorry.. I won't ask again, InsyaAllah. The thing is.. He's never tell me how he felt.. if he dislike something, just say directly lahh! don't just keep it to himself. and just so I know what he was thinking... I don't want to be selfish! SHARE YOUR THOUGHTS! Ok, I was fine with he was using '!!!!' sign in his every single sentence.. Ok, I was still fine that he said "payah cakap ngan orang Brunei ni!!!" 'My mind said, So what if I'm a Bruneian?? Then, why the hell we're IN A RELATIONSHIP when you already know that I'm a Bruneian and you're a Malaysian? So what?' Even so, my heart ache! I was still trying to understand him.. endure what he was just said... Ok, when I asked, what's wrong with him.. he said, 'why!!!!' as in.... 'nape!!!!' What do you think, how I felt at that moment? Happy?? Ok, that was true that I went Offline on Skype.. Cus, to give him times lah.. Oh, sensitivity = watery eyes. Ok, but after that... I went Online on Facebook.. and, checked his Timeline.. Whoaaaahhh!!! Daebak!!!! Awesome!!!! Amazing!!!! No other words that could describe what and how I felt at that time.. Ok, fine.. He was texting (wall-to-wall) with THE GIRL.. THE GIRL that HE USED TO LIKE...!!!! *Whoaaahh!! It has been my second time talking about THE GIRL, yep? Again, I was trying to clamn down myself.. "It's ok..it's ok.." "She's just his classmate.. Nothing much!" But.. upon seeing theirs walls... =_______=' huhhhh~ I deactivated my Facebook, I deleted this Blog, I went offline on Skype.. Suddenly, my Phone rang.. Oh, his text message!! =___=' Hmm.. My Phone? I was thinking of throwing it out of the window though. haha! Thanks, O Allah.. that I was still concious and under control.

Dear Mr.D, So, awak fikir, saya OK je selepas apa yang berlaku? Ok, if you think..that way.. then, maybe you're wrong.. You were texting with her, MAYBE okay lah.. not a big deal.. Tapi... Seriously,.... AWAK MARAH DENGAN SAYA.. tapi..dengan DIA.. boleh pulak awak cakap elok-elok, yep..?? Bagus lah kalau macam tu.. If you feel like, you need HER.. More than you need ME.. In your life... Go on.. I won't stop you. Ketara sangat saya ni bukan 'someone' awak.. Kalau awak dah tak perlukan saya, beritahu saja lah.. Tak payah lah nak cakap ini, nak cakap itu.. Buang masa.. Dan, Menyakitkan hati. Mood:

Mr.KUKU~

One of the reasons...

Why...
I...
Woke..
Up...
Early...
Is..
Because..
Of..

THIS!!! 

My daddy's beloved creature, Kukang!! =___='

New Job~

Hm...

For your information...

I got a new job already!!

Yeay, yeay!!
hehe..

Guess what..??

As a Cashier......
At a sushi restaurant!!!!

wahahahaha~ :P

Look at the restaurant's name~ LOLS!

AND..

Look at the menu that the customer ordered!!!
haha.. =___='

Quote~

"Falling in love is easy....

But, staying in love is hard~~"

I asked my friends..
If they ever heard about the quote...

Some say YES, THEY DID...
Some say, NO, THEY DIDN'T...

So, I said...
"Do you agreed with the quote..?"

Miss J, my friend who is going to marry a man this September, said..
"Yep, thats true~"

I asked lagi.. "Why..?"

"It's HARD because... banyak dugaan.. Plus, kau dengan ia lagi jauh.
Kau inda tahu apa yang ia buat di sana.. and, sometimes, ada jua baiknya... tapi inda tahulah macam mana.."

Sis K pulak, said...
"Mudah untuk jatuh cinta kerana adanya perasaan yang ikhlas terhadap seseorang yang menurut hati bahawa dialah orang yang terbaik untuk diri kita~ Susah untuk bertahan dalam percintaan kerana Allah ingin menguji sama ada kita menjalani hubungan itu atas dasar keikhlasan hati atau pun hanya mengikuti nafsu semata-mata~ oleh itu, semuanya akan terbongkar selepas kita menjalaninya sama ada baik atau sebaliknya "



and.. me..?
hmmm..?
Speechless..
Errrrr....
Okay. thanks!


it's awkward to talk about LOVE with the others... hmmm...

Ok tu~

So...

Mr.D.....






USED..
TO..
LIKE..
HER..



hm...

Okay!
That was his past..

Why I bothered asking..?
Babo me.. =_='

I regret that I knew..
hmm.. Ok~

Form 5 Memory~

Last nite..
I felt moved to check my 'gallery', at my no.3 phone~

So, I checked lah..
Then..



Guess what I found..??


This photo~ ^^

Our Form 5 Commercial Studies' project~ haha! Back in 2009..

Which one would you like to read first..?? lol

 

Our Teacher told us to do..
Create a fake event(s) or club(s)...
Then, advertise them....

Our teacher wanted us to do...
An advertisement for each group...
Something attractive...
Something that would make people wanted to see...
Something that would make people wanted to participate...
Something something lahh.. haha

After that,
We were asked to present our project in front of my classmates..

Kyaaaa~

As I said, we were doing this in groups..
So yeah..
I was in a group, with 3 other members...
A girl group lah..
I think, we called ourselves as "Azza's Sisters"
haha..sounds lame, right? =_=

Then,
for preparations..
We discussed things at Library..
How to do this..
How to do that..

I said, I wanted to do something colorful,..
Something childish..
Something weird..
haha.. =_=


Then, we came up with this!!

haha.. My group's project!! lols. Last minute touched up, right before our presentation though.
And, the 'dirty' on the board very spoiler.

So childish right..?
I was the one who suggested this..
haha..
Weird shapes though~
=_=

Don't blame me lah,
they said, they would just follow my decision..since I was the leader..
haha.. =_=



Then, PRESENTATION TIME!!!

Luckily, my group was the second last group to present..
so that, we had more time lah to prepare..

While the other groups were presenting their project...
I remember,
My group-mates said something, like this~

Sis K: Ehh, aku inda mau present eh...

Sis H: Aku pun inda mau jua eh...

Sis F: Aku pun inda!

Me: Then, siapa tah kan buat presentation?

Sis K: Kau lah.. *to me~*

Me: Hahh..?? Kamu kan behapa..? Indakan aku saja seorang present? o.O

Sis K: Kau jua ketua group..

Me: Aku ketua??=_=

A while later...

Sis H: Arghh! Takut ku ih..

Sis K: Aku pun takut...

Sis F: Aku pun takut jua..

Me: Aku lagi takut!

Sis H: Kau *appointing to me* inda pa2 lah.. English mu OK..

Me: Manada OK lah.. =_=

We were afraid because..we had to present in English~ =_=
Then....

Sis K: Kan ke toilet ku ih...

Me: Hahh..? err..agatah, awal masih ni..

Sis K: bah, F, dangankan ku ke toilet....

Me: Jangan kamu lambat ahh... Inda lagi batah kitani ni...

Sis F: Awu..

A few minutes later, tinggal one more group to present, before my group..

Me: Eh, mana diorang ani..? o.O

Sis H: Entah.. betapuk kali dalam toilet..

*We laughed*
Me: Indakan? Chalie tu eh, if kitani ganya m'present.. =_=

Sis H: Entah.

Me: Inda lagi batah tani ni.....

Sis H: Au.. mana diorang ani..? Aku pun kan ke toilet jua ih...

Me: haha..BAH! Aku pun kan ikut ke toilet jua ih... lols

Then, Sis K and F appeared...

Sis F: Dah siap..?

Me: Dah, tinggal kamu punya signatures lagi ni..

Sis H: Kami pikir kamu bertapuk di toilet, escape presentation..

Sis K: haha.. Nervous ku ehhh!!

Sis F: Sekali, cemana tah ni..? Siapa bercakap..?

Sis H: Jangan suruh aku..

Sis K: Me too! Confirm aku inda t'cakap ni karang..

Me: Aku saja tah.. Cus, aku sudah buat script tadi..
Sis H: Yeayyy~
 Me: =_=

Thats how you felt to be a leader, and the youngest one! =_='


So, finally.. our TURN!!
lols.... =_='



We stood at the front of the classroom...
Then, here we go!!!

What?
Want me to type my script here..?
haha.. I still keep it though.. lols.

To make it short,
We decided to speak Korean Language for introduction & ending..
So...
During the persentation...
I was the only one who was speaking... =_=
The hell with my English..so broken! haha =_=



After done with the presentation thingy,..

The result came out...

Jeng..jengg..jenggg!!

It turned out to be...

"AZZA's SISTERS" won the first place!!! 

kya, kya, kyaaaa!!

So HAPPY that time~ lols ^^V



hahaha..
Memories.. :')

Only if I could turn back times to those sweet moments... :(





Thanks for reading! <3
xoxo.

Doa Duduk Antara Dua Sujud~

Read this on Facebook... Credit to : Hany Zariya.

Now, I know~

#JustWantToShare~ ^^

Double Tuesday~!!!

THANKS, CALVIN~!!!!

aka.. 

CHUA JUNYI~!!!! 

Pizza~~~ Honey Garlics, Meat Lovers and.... Tuna Delight~ haha ^^

Wall Posts~

Salam~
Hello!!
hehe..

Hari tu..
Mr.D ada post something kat my timeline..
Which is this:~

I knew, he got this from somewhere, though~ lols. :P

Semalam I x chatting ngan Mr.D..
hm...
x tw npe..
haha.. :p

I just din feel like online...
huhu~

So, this morning..
Baru saya check Facebook..
And,
Mr.D ada post a wall....

Mr.D ckp mcm ni.. haha :P

Mr.D...
Kalau ye pun nak main sorok2...
Tunggu lah Miss Simple datang Pahang..
Takkan lah nak main sorok2.. sorang duk Pahang...Sorang agi..duk Brunei..
Tu..project besar-besaran betol..
hahah~ :P


So, I replied this...
Tetibe je I remembered the wall that he posted to me before...

Then, I said.......

This~ hahah

LOLS! :P

Hm...
Do you realised that....
Every post kan...mesti ada 'peminat setia' yang m'LIKE our walls..??
hahaha..
Nadawah~ :D

Meeting T.M's #10~

Yesterday...


My friends 'hyper-ed' me up.. haha! =_='

Well, actually.. it was me who was so excited..
haha..
Nadawahh~ :P

I'm that type who easily excited..
Even over small-small matters..
lols.

Continue my story,
Yesterday...
My friends told me that...
Tebuan Muda's player, Ikhwan, jersey #10...
Just won the daily lucky draw..

Muhd. Nurikhwan Bin Othman~

So, I had to call him lah, and the other 9 winners..
I saved him for the last one, though..
Hahha~

Then I called him la..
Here is the conversation;-

Me: Hello.. Assalamuallaikum~

Ikhwan: Hello.. hah! Waalaikummusalam~ Siapa ni..?

Me: Err.. Saya menelifon dari Times Square..

Ikhwan: Oh.. hah? Dari mana..?

Me: I'm calling from Times Square~ 

Ikhwan: Dari T.K..??

Me: *LAUGHING* Bukan, bukan.. Dari Times Square...

Ikhwan: Dari mana kan..? Ting K..? Teddy Bear..??

Me: *LAUGHING HARDER THAT I COULDN'T ANSWER HIM*

Ikhwan: Hello..? *he laughed too~*

Me: Yes..? Hello..? *laughed*

Ikhwan: Sorry ah, inda clear.. *laughed*

Me: Ahemm! *Trying not to laugh*.. Kedengaran kah..?

Ikhwan: Au, kedengaran..tapi kurang jelas..

Me: Err..okay. SAYA MENELIFON DARI TIMES SQUARE~

Ikhwan: Dari Times Square..?? Di mana tu..?

Me: Times Square, tempat kita shopping kelmarin...

Ikhwan: Oh... Times Square..

Me: Tempat kita membeli carpet semalam...

Ikhwan: ok, tau ku tu.. Kenapa?

Me: Err... Tahniah, biskita merupakan salah seorang pemenang harian kami, yang lucky draw..

Ikhwan: Oh..okay.

Me: Sekali,bila kita boleh mengambil koupun untuk Grand Draw atu..?

Ikhwan: Oh.. awal ani mengambil dapat kah..?

Me: Ohhh! Kita kan mengambil awal ani? *Excited* Actuallynya, kami bagi masa tiga hari pulang tu... So, bila kita kan mengambil..?

Ikhwan: Hmm..aku mengambil awal ani lahh..

Me: Hmm..Ok! :D

Ikhwan: Ok.. 

Me: Err.. Bytheway, kita ani.. Ikhwan yang pemain bola Tebuan Muda atu kah..? *Pretending inda tahu, tapi SMILE*

Ikhwan: haha.. Au..

Me: Ohh!! Okay, Bye~~ 

LOLS!!! :P

Fall In Love again~

Dear Mr.D,




Seriously...

You make me fall in love.... 

With...


This...... CAR!!!!!!

Proton Preve~

KYAAAAA!!!!!!
T_T



I want this car, too!!
T_T


So stylo, smart....ragaddddd!! <3
haha..



Thanks to you, Mr.D.... :3
lols

Randomness~

Hm..

Remembering my first time knowing him..
Make me blushed..
haha.. =_=
 I was searching for my first text to him...
But.. I couldn't find one on Facebook! T_T

Big possibility..
I deleted the message~ T_T
Babo me~

Anyway,
I was the one who texted him up..
haha =_='

From a stranger..
We became friend..

Then, we became closer..

Then, we became 'sibling'..
Just like a brother and a sister..

Then, after some times...
We became close again..

Then, here we are~!

Haha..
I'm wondering how our future would be..
Just let Allah does His job..
Hoping for the best..
Amin.

^^

Cars~

I once asked Mr.D..
What's his DREAM CAR..

Then..
seriously..
He answered...
It's Proton Satria Neo!!

So, naturally..
I dunno lah which one is it...
So, I google..
and, found this car!! 

Yellow Proton Satria Neo~
 

WHOOTTT!!!!
Nice right..?
Hope his dream comes true~
Amin.


Well, mine..?? haha ^^V

Orange Mini Cooper!!

When I told my parents about this car...
They were like,
"Eh! Mahal jua tu.. paling murah pun, sebulan bayar BND$650.00/="
 "Damit lagi tu.. Dua pintu saja!"
blablabla....

So.. yeah! T_T
Gonna study hard nanti at University, for my Degree!!!
Then, find HIGH-PAID job.. lols.

Anyway.. Mini Cooper is my first dream car..

 My second one is.........

Kia Cerato Koup~!!

 huhu.. Compare to Mini Cooper...
I'd say.. this one is more affordable and cheaper?
My ex-classmate bought this car!!
He said, he has to pay monthly for BND$350.00/= or ++~
KYAAAA!!! T_T
I'm JELLY~ huhu!

But never mind..
My dad bought me a car already...
Not really for me lahh..
Sometimes, he used it also..
So, it was like.. we are sharing..?
haha~

Toyota Vios..

 

 *photo from Google. Cus, I din take a photo of my car! =_= lols
But, it looks more less the same as this one..
huhu~ ^^V

'Unintended'~

Hmm...

And I keep hitting repeat..peat..peat..peat..peat..peat~

Huhu..

What am I going to do..?

Even Mr.D likes this song~
haha..

What Mr. D said! haha

If he wants to sing the song..
I'm ON to listen~
lols ^^

I played this song again, again at the office...
And, my friends were like..
"Balik-balik jua lagumu ani..."

Haha..
=_=

Blogger..new look?~

Wohoho~

When I logged in kan..
I'm a bit surprised with Blog's new look!!

Whoaa~
Baru jua ku tinggalkan sehari..
Lain tia sudah pisinnya~
haha...

"Muse - Unintended"~

Today...
By accidently, I listened to this song...
I like the melody, lyric, vocal...

Kyaa!!
I like this song~



"Muse - Unintended"

"You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens
To my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love


I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken
Pieces of the life I had before


First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you
You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I'll always love


I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken
Pieces of the life I had before


I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken
Pieces of the life I had before


Before you~"


I keep on repeating this song~~
huhu... <3
andd, Love You Like A Love Song <3

p/s :

To listen,

I've added this song, 'Unintended', to my Playlist~

^^V

Diary Seorang Budak~

Hello..

Today..
While I was online on Facebook..
I saw something like....
A kid's letter....
lols..

So today...
I wanna share a story lahh~

there's one time..
I entered my lil bro's bedroom...
Then, guess what I found..??

A DIARY!!!!
His diary~~

hahaha..

Lucky me, he wasn't in at that time~
So, I read lahh what he wrote..
hoho.. nothing much lorhh..

Just this one~~

"Hari Jumaat - Aku terjumpa perempuan yang aku suka, namanya Makfirah. Saya sangat sayang kan kau Makfirah", what it said.

I was laughing reading the text.. typo everywhere!!
hahaha~

Anyway,
I'm such a good sister...
I did correct his mistakes~
hahha~ :P


Bytheway,
The photo above was taken about two years ago...kali?
haha~
He's a bit matured now... ^^V

Singing~

haha..

I'm...
Going..
To...
Die....!!

Mr.D asked me to sing tonite!!
haha..

Dahlah dia cakap suara saya macam budak-budak..
Ni, dia suruh saya menyanyi pulak..??
Tak patut~ =_=

Kalau dia menyanyi..
Boleh jadi artis...

Kalau saya menyanyi...
Boleh jadi apa..???

hahha... =_=


To Mr.D,
jangan marah!! haha~ ^^V

"Si N : the ManPower"??~

Working problem.....
=_=

Kyaaaaa...!!!
I dislike this one guy...
His name is N....

During a meeting,
he decided and said, he's gonna be the manpower of routine personnel..
BUT...
the hell with his 'manpower'~~ =_=
He didn't do anything at work...
He didn't do what he's supposed to do...
He didn't help the others...
He didn't...... =_='

Hard to say.... =_=

All the things that he did are...........
ANNOYED ME!!!
MADE ME GONE MAD!!!
AND...
He even dared to THROW thing at me~~!!

Babo~~
Is he even a GUY..???
huh.....

So frustrated to have someone like him to be my colleague..at work!!!
Please lahhh!!! Change your attitude~~

I miss Mr.D~

Mr.D is busy.........

So.....

T_T

hahah..

over reaction!! :P

"Bagaikan Bidadari"~

Guess what..???

Semalam...
Mr.D nyanyi lagu...........
hehehehe~~


I was so happy!!!!

He sang lagu...
Tomok - Bagaikan Bidadari...

Suara Mr.D tu.....
Sedap~
Saya suka sangat-sangat...
hehe~~

Tapi... sebagai pulanganya...
Saya kena nyanyi lagu........

Selena Gomez - LOVE YOU LIKE A LOVE SONG~~

Haha..
Dah lah suara tak sedap...
lagu english lagi... =_=

Kena pergi ikut kelas vokal nih..
haha~

I'll try my best~~~~~

^^

Random~

Tired................

My head..................
Dizzy...................

Sleepy..............

Moodless........

Random...........

Blank..............

Hm.............
Anyway, it has been 4 days!!
I din eat rice lorh...

Today,..
I ate fried mee...=_='
Instead of rice...

Hmm.....
Mrs.Bibi is always here to persuade me to eat the thing I always wanted to avoid....
haha..
But, she's nice though.... lols

Blue Teeth~

Yes...
You read it right...

It's blue teeth...
Not blue tooth...

haha...

Last time,
I went jalan-jalan with my colleague...
Doing routine checklist...
He's a routine personnel too....
We checked everything la... at Times Square...

So, for the first time....
I looked at him straight to his face...
And....
I was laughing...

He said, "Why..?"

I just laughed....
then, took deep breath.. I said...
"Kenapa mulut mu biru atu~~"
So I laughed lagi....

he ignored me.....

So, I took the job seriously lah..

After a few minutes..
He excused himself.. ke toilet..
So... yeah, I wait for him outside laa..

I was like..
"Batah jua ia ke toilet ani...... behapa ya..?"

Then, he appeared...closed his mouth~

I said.. "Why you closed your  mouth..?"

And, he was like...
"Gila kali... gigi ku biru!! Mun ku inda ke jamban tadi.. inda ku tahu! Menyesal ku makan lollipop atu~"

ERK......
I thought I told him jua just now... haha~
After hearing that, I was like.......
Laughing like crazy~~ lols

3rd Draw Event~

Assalamuallaikum..

hmmm..
The event will be tomorrow... ^^,
Since this time event is my first time..
So...
I dunno how things work.. =_='
Kya...!!

Today is the last day preparation..
Hope everything goes well..
Amin~

An Event~

Tomorrow..
My family and I are invited to an event...
So...
Tomorrow..sure busy.. =_='

Yet, I'm wondering...
What to wear....
What to wear....
hm...
Something formal....~


Anyway...
It's EMPIRE HOTEL AND COUNTRY CLUB to go to..!!!!
Whooootttt!!

Dugaan~

KYAAAA!!!!!

My friends said..
I looked pale..
So...
THEY....
FORCED me to eat today.....
=_='

Cornflakes doughnut~~

 

KYAAAA!!!
Huhuhu.. T_T

Day 2 = 110412~

Early in the morning.....
I went JOGGING!!!
huhu~
So sad...
No companion.... hmm.

then...
Guess what..?
After talking to Haizam...
I follow what he said...
and...
Finally, I didn't eat RICE at all!!
Whhoooots! :D

For lunch..
I said, "I'm hungryyyyyyyy!!" to Mrs. Bibi Manja Gurlz..
and.....
She answered, "What do you want to eat? Nasi Katok? Nasi Giant?"
Upon hearing that..
I was like.. "NO! No more nasi-nasi lah..please!"
and, we laughed.
Haha.. she's a very understanding friend.
So, we went to Giant lah...
Then, I bought keropok and mineral water for lunch!
hahaha~!! =_='

So far, I was satisfied pulang...
But, around 4pm..
I was so hungry!!
Knowing Mr.D was so busy playing GAME..
I left the office and.... went to Mrs.Bibi's shop.....
and, brought her to go to Giant again... =_=


Now, beli roti... kekeke!!
But... Mrs.Bibi makan Maggi Pahang.. T_T
Anddd... she kept on saying..
"Nyummm, nyummm!!! Nyaman maggi ani ihhh~"
So, I looked at her...
Mrs.Bibi sengaja cakap, "Kau inda mau makan Maggi Pahang..? Nyaman~"
I said... "MAUUUUUU~~~~"
Mrs.Bibi said, "Go beli lahhh!!"
then, I said... "Can not lah... I'm on diet! :("
After that, Mrs.Bibi teased me, "NYUMMMMMM!!!!!" =_=
I just ignored her.

So yeahh...roti for dinner!! ^^V
and, Dutch Lady Low Fat one!! haha

Day 1 = 100412~

HAHA...
Almost failed!
Almost successful!
it's either two..
Dunno what to say... =_=

For Lunch, I ate A SLICE of Pizza!! =_=
It was Double Tuesday, remember?
I told Mrs.Bibi about this Pizza thingy..
And,...
She was like.. "Kau lunch makan Pizza saja kah..???"
I nodded.
"Muka mu pucat..", kata Mrs.Bibi dengan muka yang serious.. hahaha!
I knew she was lying! =_='


For dinner...
hehe... I ate 1 big spoon of rice, fish and vegetable!!! :X
Kyaa......!!!!! =_='
Helpless.

Mr.D~

Last nite...
I 'met' Mr.D...
on SKYPE..
heee~

dy tnye, sy tgh wt pe..
Sy bgi tw la tgh check facebook..
Pkai my friend's account..

Dy tnye lge..
"laki ke p0mpuan??"

So... mmg dh btol la my friend tu laki..
x kan sy nk kte pompuan lak kan...
Tu menipu nmanye~ haha

Then.....
Kuar lah ayat favorite sy...
"Ok fine~~" tuhhh!!!
Happy tol.. hahaha! ^^V

Tapi.. sy ase cm len je dy ckp cmtu..
So, I asked laa...
Dy mrah ke..? Dy jealous ke..?

Then...
Guess what he said..??
"Kalu x jeles.. b x syg kn u..ok"

cho chweet... hahah! :P

And...
When I said..
I miss his "okay fine~~"
dy cakap..
"Nmpknye i kne rakam la.. haha.. nt la i rkm kn.. kalu i ingt.."

hahah.. what a bad girl am I!
Menyusahkan orang je kerja.. =_='

Maggi Pahang~

Huhu....

Maggi Pahang~

Sii Haizam said....
"Cannot eat maggi~..."

T_T

No Mood..~

Helloooooooo~~

















Byeeeeeeee!!!!













haha.. =_=






I dun feel like writing something today....
Erm.......
Work...
Work...
Work...
and......
........................... =_=





thanks for dropping by. ^^V

Thanks, Haizam!~

Hehe...

Sorry, this one isn't from the Instagram that you told me! :P

THANKS to you, Haizam!!

For giving me some useful tips...
I'm going to remember you for that!!
and, I owe you one~!!
haha..

So, just eat nasi lorhhh..
Don't have to geli-geli... :p
You're Malay, afterall!!
lols..

and, really...
THANKS for everything, man!!
^^V

A Monthsary~

So...
It has been..
A MONTH!!! haha

I'm glad...
that we managed to make it till now..

Will we be able to last longer..?
haha..

hmm...
There's a story..
True story of my friend...

She had a boyfriend..
Malaysian gak..
orang Terengganu..
Now, they were no longer together lah..
The reason why they broke up..
was because of...
Takde restu daripada my friend's parents..
So, diorang hanya mampu bertahan selama....
2 TAHUN LEBIH..nak masuk 3 tahun lahh..

But, when I asked..
Diorang masih in contact..
and, act like....they're a couple.
kesian .. :(
Hope, agar terbuka hati their parents- merestui perhubungan diorang nanti...
^^


So, my case..??
hehe..
Buat jelah yang terbaik! lols

As what he said,
"Kalau ada jodoh, kita kahwin je laah~"
kekeke~ :p

10 TAHUN
hmm... Is that POSSIBLE?
InsyaALLAH.
^^

Why~

Remembering what happened last night...

Made me.....
Almost.....
Crying!!

Why the hell..
I was doing that..?

I shouldn't have done that!!
I knew...
It was my fault~

Remember what my adopted sister once said..
"Sebenarnya, payah kan menjaga hati dan perasaan orang lain ani.."

TRUE!!!
Then, she said..
"Jauh jua boyfriend mu ani.. orang Malaysia. Habis sudah lelaki di Brunei ani kah?"
Erk.... =_='

Then make me thinking..
'Ehh, awu ahh.. jauh jua boyfriend ku ani.. Malaysian."
haha.. babo-ness. =_='


People said...

Which is true...!!!
Without trust, you'll never love someone...

So, does 'trust' really play its role in this relationship?
Well..
So far...
I was trying my best...
yet, I failed...
Sorry.

I hurt HIS feelings, last night..
I made HIM worried..
I even ignored HIM..
I gave him cold-messages..

KYA!!!
Why I was that babo..??
Oh.. =_=

Was that because of this sensitivity..??
or...
The timing....?
or...
I was just being selfish..?
or...
w.h.a.t..?? =_=

I am sorry, Mr.D...
T_T

Careless~

This morning.....

Keraja....
then.....
A friend of mine, Marul, masuk office....
He said...
"Eh, should I buat an announcement kah?"

We were like,
"kenapa? apa ada?"

Marul said,
"Inda.. Ada orang kehilangan handphone nya... Nokia, warna hitam...
Tapi.. orang punya handphone ani macam inda ingau usulnya.."

So, I was like..
'Eh! Where's my phone ah..?'
*check pockets*

Marul glanced me...
and...
I was like...
"KYAAA!!!! MY PHONE~!!!"



hm..careless! =_='

Tuesday~

KYAAAAAAA!!!!!!

Spoilerrr~!!!

It's Tuesday today~~

DOUBLE TUESDAY!!

Thanks to Chua JunYi, aka Calvin, for treating us!! ^^

Thinking about it....
I ate a slice!!!
Omg.... =_=
I shouldn't have....
OH NOOOOOO!! T_T
*over reaction!


Now, stomachache pulang!!!
huhu...

Changing~

Someone wants me to change....
Yep..
Which I think...
It is....
for my own good too...

Urmm...
said, It is the right time now?!

hehehe!!!


So..

Don't expect me to do something like what I used to do...

Don't expect me to talk like how I used to talk...

Don't expect me to listen to what you said like before...

Don't expect me ...anything.


Because...

I'm not gonna be the old me anymore...
to a better person,
I must change,
in this near future..


My favorite quote...
"Expect the unexpected~"
hahaha!! =_=


Kyaaaaa!!!
It doesn't look like very convincing.. =_=
anyway....

 p/s:

Why I felt hurt inside..??




Thanks, for dropping by! ^^

Talasemia~

Hmm..

Recently,
A friend of mine talked about 'Thalassaemia'.....
She made me to check back, what is Talasemia actually..
So, I did my research lah..
So, here..... what I found~!!



"Talasemia (bahasa Inggeris: Thalassaemia) adalah penyakit kecacatan darah. Talasemia merupakan keadaan yang diwarisi, iaitu diwariskan dari keluarga kepada anak. Kecacatan gen menyebabkan hemoglobin dalam sel darah merah menjadi tidak normal. Mereka yang mempunyai penyakit Talasemia tidak dapat menghasilkan hemoglobin yang mencukupi dalam darah mereka. Hemoglobin adalah bahagian sel darah merah yang mengangkut oksigen daripada paru-paru keseluruh tubuh. Semua tisu tubuh manusia memerlukan oksigen. Akibat kekurangan sel darah merah yang normal akan menyebabkan pesakit kelihatan pucat kerana paras hemoglobin (Hb) yang rendah (anemia).

Sel darah merah bertugas membekalkan oksigen kepada tisu dalam badan manusia. Kekurangan sel darah merah bagi membekalkan oksigen akan mengakibatkan pesakit talasemia berasa lesu, tidak bermaya, dan mungkin sesak nafas sekiranya paras hemoglobin semakin menurun.

Mereka yang mengidap Thalassaemia tidak mampu membekalkan seluruh sel tubuh mereka denga bekalan oksigen yang mencukupi akibat kekurangan hemoglobin dalam sel darah merah. Tisu yang ketiadaan oksigen gagal berfungsi dengan baik. Dengan itu tubuh mereka menjadi lemah, gagal berkembang dengan baik, dan mereka boleh menjadi sakit teruk.

Pesakit Talasemia biasanya mempunyai paras hemoglobin yang rendah iaitu kurang daripada 10g/dl. Mereka yang mengidap Talasemia mempunyai kelebihan melawan penyakit Malaria."

Terdapat dua jenis Talasemia iaitu:

• Talasemia minor : Talasemia minor merujuk kepada mereka yang mempunyai kecacatan gen talasemia tetapi tidak menunjukkan tanda-tanda talasemia atau pembawa.

• Talasemia major : Talasemia major merujuk kepada mereka yang mempunyai baka talasemia sepenuhnya dan menunjukkan tanda-tanda talasemia.

So.... I think.... Thats all..??
Hm....

The effect from Thalassaemia~

So kasihan lah, those people who are having this 'Thalassaemia'...
Especially.. the Thalassaemia major type one.. T_T


Ermm...
Syukur Alhamdulillah,
that....
I'm not the major type one..
But..
Thalassaemia Trait.

huhu. =_=

DEAL~

OKAY...

That's a DEAL.

THREE months!!!

Playful?

Hello~~~


It's Monday today...

There was nothing much to do at the office...

So...

I decided to play prank on my mate!!
haha...
HIDDEN CAMERA!!!!

This friend likes to sing bah..
So, I said...
"Go nyanyi lagi lah... Buat cover~!"

Then, she sang lah...
She didn't realize that I recorded her!!
hahaha...
Wanna watch the video?

Go to this link;~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JcD5eqSKbsA&context=C4926943ADvjVQa1PpcFNBhiWdQTIbaL_HTmXETPRlaD7BjNjce48=


Ahemm, I uploaded it on YouTube~!!!

Hope, she doesn't get mad with me... :D

Pororo~

Kya, kya, kyaaaa!!!!!

Pororo, Petty & friends~!!!

So cute~~!!!
hehe.. ^^V

Oh No!!~

Dia cakap, "Ok..fine!!"

Saya cakap, "Cuba ulang lagi.."

"Ok, FINE!"

Saya suruh dia ulang lagi....

"OK FINE~!!!"


kya... Saya suka bila dia cakap macam tu.. :)


hehe.

Who's fault?~

Somebody ignored me!!!!!

I don't mind.....



REALLY...

I DON'T MIND!!!!!

Thanks. =_='
T_T

Being THAT~

I'm happy....
If THEY are happy....

I'm smiling....
If THEY are smiling....

I'm excited to see them.....
If THEY are excited to see me...

Those are the reasons....
Why....
I....
Like..
To..
be 'that'~


That 'that' that I mentioned.....
is.......



Kyaaaaaa!!!!

DORA THE EXPLORER~!!! One of the mascots, at Brunei Times Square Shopping Centre.

BEING A MASCOT!!!! haha... ^^

Though, I have to wear a thick, thick, thick, thick and thick costumes...
And even I'm HOT and SWEATY inside!!!
I don't really care..
As long as.. The customers are happy with my presents..
Then, I'm happy too~ :')

Another thing about being a mascot is....
I could act NAUGHTY, CHILDISH and PLAYFUL...
In front of the crowds..
When, I definitely couldn't act like that...
If, I wear off the costumes... =_='

Apart from that...
I feel like.... I'm a famous person! haha..

*though, it's the costume that I portray is famous..not me.*

Well, you know...
Everyone wants to take a picture with me... lols


Somehow...
It's risky though....

I still remember my first time being a mascot...
I got bullied by an ENGLISH BOY!!!
I was almost broke into tears...
huhuhu... :(

My very last time was yesterday...
It was weekends...
So, as expected... There were more customers!!!!

The staffs who are in-charge for mascot thingy were on leave...
So, I felt like doing it.... keke~

At first.... everything went smoothly...
BUT!!!!! =_='


I was walking at the downstairs of the shopping centre..
Somehow, I met a bunch of men....
Like, 6-8 of them..
anddd, ONE of them...........
RAN to me... then..
HUGGED me TIGHTLY... =_='

I felt stupid!! I cursed a lot!!!
But...just kept it to myself...
It's a rule to not to 'speak' when you're being a mascot!!

So, I struggled to release myself from him laah..
The others men were like;

"Eh, bini-bini jua tu mascot atu..."

"Pemalu jua mascotnya ani..."

"Agatah uyung! Kan begambar ja.."

Once I got released from him/ them...
I ran away...to the upstairs....
But still....
they were following me... =_='

I felt like crying...
So, I decided to just stop lahh..
Then, I walked to the junction to the mascot room...
to change my clothes lahh..
But.. when I turned my back..
Those men were waiting at the junction...watching me.
=_='

That wasn't the right timing right..?
So, I just go straightly to the office..
thanks, O Allah...
There were my friends...
They helped me out...
^^

Finally, the men...went away from the location!
huhuhu~~
That was so scary!!


But, when I told my parents about this incident...
My mom was like...

"iatah! siapa suruh kau jadi mascot.. bukan jua keraja mu tu~!"

=_='

but still..

I like being a mascot! <3

Getting Apart~

This is sad..

He's busy..
I'm busy..
We're busy..

huhu..



Well..
We're busy with our own things, anyway..

He's busy with his studies, lawn bowls tournaments, and stuffs...

and, me?
Obviously... busy with works, family matters and......that.
heee~


Sabo je laaaa~ ^^

Oppss~

NEWS!! NEWS!!

 

Mr. D found out about this blog..

Kyaaaaa, kyaaaaa..!!!!

How comes he know about this blog..??? o.O

Ohhh...

Now, I know... >_<

"How?", you might ask.

Because, he's a stalker~

Yep..

Mr. D is a stalker~!

haha :P

Anyway, he's being a stalker.......just for me.

Kekekeke~

LOLs. *^_^*

Thanks, Mr. D! <3

Saya Sayang Awak! lol