Mood Down~

Assalammuallaikum~

Detik yang memang tidak pernah aku jangkakan kini telah tiba...

#MrLuffy is finally in a relationship! Ya Allah.. punyalah hancur hatiku.. ahhaha! :p
Rasa menyesal pula stalk Timeline-nya.. kenapalah aku gatal sangat kan stalk ia? =__=' Seriously! My mood tiba-tiba jatuh menjunam melihat update atu! Terkejut bukan kepalang!! :(

Anyway, I trieeeeeeed not to feel 'anything' for this.. ternyata, rasa terkilan tidak dapat aku hindari.. hmmmm! Anyway,  congrats to this couple.. may them be happy! :) and don't expect me to wish him more than that --tanpa kerelaan hati. hahaha. Maybe next time? When, I can finally get this feeling over with. Lalalaa.. I'm a fans of him saja~ Lalalala... :(

Teammate buat hal~!

Assalammualaikum dan Selamat Sejahtera~

Hari ini adalah hari terakhir sesi kuliah - sebelum bermulanya cuti antar-semester UBD.

Hari ini jugalah 3 assignments have to be submitted~! Punyalah stress sepanjang minggu ni..

Assignment Korean Language, memang takde hal.. Yang menjadi masalah adalah, 2 assignments lagi atu!! Susahlah! Sebab kedua-duanya tu kerja berkumpulan.. =_= seriously, I felt like... "I don't want to do groupworks anymore!!"

Bukannya pasal apa, kalau kesemua ahli kumpulan turut sama membuat kerja tidaklah menjadi masalah. Yang menjadi masalah adalah.. kalau salah seorang daripadanya bersikap TIDAK AMBIL ENDAH dan LEPAS TANGAN! Aduihhhh.. 

Dalam kumpulanku ada tiga orang ahli kumpulan -which is termasuk aku lah kan, seorang my coursemate and yang seorang lagi tu kira.. freshies & in-service student... yang tukang pembuat masalah is the in-service student! Oh goshhhhh! Isn't she supposed to be more mature than us? I mean, she should know her RESPONSIBILITIES and stuffs. But... apa yang terjadi adalah sebaliknya. OK! Difahami~~ she is a biology student. and us? linguistic students!! But.. HELLO! Menurut Bloomfield (1993) "Linguistic is a science" ok~ kekeke. Maksudnya di sini, linguistik bukanlah suatu bidang Sains yang khusus mengkaji dan membuat eksperimen terhadap haiwan2 ke, pokok2 ke.. tetapi mengkaji BAHASA! Ngokk eh. =_= Laporan yang perlu dihantar was about 20 pages. The draft was made by Amal.. meanwhile, I did help to elaborate the report from 14 pages to 23 pages! Shezzz~ but what did the in-service student do?! She... I would say, only gave us her 5% effort! I would say. Aigooo.. memanglah bukan bidangnya but at least just show your efforts!! =_=

Ok.

17/9/2013~

Assalammuallaikum dan 안녕하세요~!!

Hari ini.. tak ada class.
Semalam, coursemate, Yazid, ada bagitahu yang hari ni ada Seminar Bahasa yang dikendalikan oleh mahasiswa tahun 4. Bunyi macam siuk.. tapi pagi ni rasa macam malas nak datang.. so, memang tak datang lah jawapnya. Memang sayanglah tak pergi, sebab agaknya seminar ni amat berguna untuk aku tahun 4 nanti...

Hari ini.. tak ada kerja.
Semalam, kak Maria ada message aku. Punyalah banyak message masuk~! haha.. Salah aku juga, sebab lambat baca. Mula-mula memang malas nak layan.. tak tahu nak cakap apa sebenarnya. Tapi kesian juga bila tengok akak tu macam nak melepaskan geram.. aku pun layan jelah kan. Sebenarnya, aku pun rasa terkilan sikitlah bila dapat tahu aku tidak dipanggil bekerja hari ini.. apa boleh buat, dah bukan rezeki...hehe.

Hari ini.. banyak assignments hendak dibuat.
Semalam, aku malas. Tak buat assignments.. maklumlah baru habis satu presentation, so nak rehat jugalah~ nak recharge otak... dengan melihat K-Drama~! haha.. padahnya, hari ni semakin bergunung kerja yang kena buat~! Haihhh. Satu lagi presentation akan diadakan pada hari Khamis ni.. Slides belum siap! Topik susah sangat~~ =_= Jenis-jenis Morfologi..? Tak ada idea langsung macam mana nak buat!! Nasiblah coursemate, Yazid, tolong jadi spy.. Gambar slides students kelas tutorial group 1 punya presentation~ sama topik juga~! kekeke.

Mr Luffy~

Assalammuallaikum..

I just realize this thing masa Hari Raya tahun ni.. hmmm, I'm still thinking of him... but, maybe as fans? keke. But, seriously.. I can't just get over this feelings... Lagi-lagilah pada masa Hari Raya ke-4, I saw Mr.Luffy kat Istana's Open House! I was like, "Am I dreaming..??! Why I see he him here? He's at KL, remember?!"

So, I slapped my face once.. and laugh! "I must be missing him so much~" :P keke. So, I looked for that guy which I had mistaken him for Mr.Luffy.. Apparently, I wasn't dreaming.. THAT WAS REALLY HIM~!

"What he's doing here? I mean, here in Brunei? Isn't he supposed to be at KL, studying or something?", I said to myself.

At that day, he was wearing his 'favourite' check-pattern shirt with jeans.. and, he dyed his hairs brownishh! Which makes he look...... Oh! He looks mature, stylo... hehehhehee! :) <3 He was with his whole family, I guess. As I also saw his younger bro (my intake & same age), with his parents.. and a friend? which I recognize as his college-friend aka bestfriend~? Anyway, terima kasih, Ya ALLAH! Aku bersyukur sangat sebab dapat jumpa Mr.Luffy lagi after what.. about more than one year I didn't see him? hmmm.. lepas rindu...! hahahha :P

Ok, tu kisah masa Raya lepas. Ni kisah lepas Raya pula... Baru-baru ni, aku stalk FB Mr.Luffy ni.. guess what? He changed his FB name! No longer his real name...? But why..? Did he finally get his Christian name? HE changed it to WE---- which remind me on his ex-girlfriend.. with the same WE----. haaaaa! Ok fine... Why am I being like this? =_=

Anyway, stalk punya stalk.. selain daripada nama yang berubah, rupanya favourite quotes pun berubah~ masa last I stalked him, dia letak "What meant to be is meant to be~" then dia tukar kepada "Gumo gumo no~". Mula-mula.. memang benganglah, tak tahu makna perkataan tersebut -walaupun bunyinya cute. keke. after I googled it.... rupanya One Piece's Luffy punya power trademark. Ok, I got it.. I understand. Dia ni kan, memang fanatic sangat dengan One Piece.. sama macam dia bagitahu aku masa lebih kurang setahun yang lalu... :) 

Err, aku ni bukannya selalu sangat stalk dia, kadang2 je bila dah 'teringat' sangat.. kekeke. Lagipun Mr.Luffy ni bukannya suka sangat nak update status ke apa.. Dalam masa setahun pun susah nak update! Bukannya macam lelaki lain, tak sampai seminit dah mula fikir nak buat status apa.. tulah aku suka sangat dengan Mr.Luffy ni.. :p Takpelah kan, kalau dia tukar Profile Picture ke favourite quotes ke.. tukar religion ke Islam ke (Aamiin Ya Allah, semoga terbuka pintu hatinya..).. yang penting!! Tolonglah.. Janganlah Mr.Luffy tukar relationship SINGLE ke ...whatever! T_T 

49 Days~

Last night,...

I slept at 4am..

then at 5am woke up..

so tired!

The reason why is beacause of ... 49 DAYS~!!

Okay, call me lame.

Call me outdated.

But..

Thanks to my chingu that I managed to watch this K-drama~ 

At first, I don't really care why my chingudeul said 49 Days is a sad story.

But, after I wacthed it..

I understand.

Really. Understand..

It is really a sad story.. :(

# Seriously, Family comes first!

That Boy..~

Now.
23th April 2013.
Tuesday.

Duhhh..
I dunno what makes me move to update this blog..

I dunno why the colour is so green..
and I wonder why...
but after I think about it..
Ohh.. green is THAT someone's favourite colour..

Aigoo.
Why am I still like this even, after years have been passed..... away...?

wait. PASSED AWAY? hahaha.
Years passed away..?
ridiculous.

But seriously.
I still remember THAT someone.
I still think about THAT someone.
What am I going to do...

If he knew that I still act like this..
Then, he sure laugh at me..
and, ask me something like;
"How come you still remember me after so long~?"

If there's way on how to forget you..
then..
let me know.



Miss Simple,
that is not so simple.. lol

StupidMe~

Why should I feel this way~

Stupid.
Me.
 

Cara Memujuk Lelaki~

"Isu Cinta - 4 Cara Memujuk Lelaki

Adakah mereka pernah merajuk dengan korang, bak kata pepatah dalam hati ada taman. Kalau dah merajuk tolong la pujuk.. Jom kita baca cara memujuk lelaki :)

4 Cara Memujuk Lelaki :
1. Berikan si dia ruang untuk bersendirian
Apabila seseorang lelaki merajuk, dia sebenarnya memerlukan masa untuk menenangkan fikirannya. Dia perlukan masa untuk bersendirian bagi membolehkan dia memikirkan sedalam-dalamnya apakah yang telah berlaku.
Apakah punca berlakunya masalah tersebut? Adakah dia berhak untuk merajuk? Apakah tindakan yang perlu dia lakukan bagi menyelesaikan masalah itu? Dan pelbagai lagi persoalan yang dia cuba fikirkan bagi mencari jawapannya.

2. Sentiasa memberikan si dia sokongan
Anda sebagai seorang pasangan yang memahami, berikan si dia sokongan yang diperlukan. Jika dia mendiamkan diri dengan menonton televisyen dan tidak mengendahkan anda, biarkan si dia berbuat apa yang dia inginkan.
Ikutkan sahaja rancangan televisyen yang dia sedang tonton dan jangan sesekali mengubah siaran televisyen ke siaran kegemaran anda. Walaupun dari luaran kita nampak dia sedang menonton televisyen, tetapi di dalam akal fikirannya si dia sedang memikirkan masalah yang sedang berlaku.

3. Jangan bertanyakan tentang perasaannya
Ketika si dia sedang merajuk, jangan sesekali bertanyakan apa yang sedang berlaku, kenapa dia merajuk, apakah perasaannya, dan sebagainya. Elakkan diri anda daripada bertanyakan apa-apa kepadanya.
Ini kerana, kehadiran anda akan mengganggu konsentrasinya untuk menyelesaikan masalah tersebut. Dan ini akan menyebabkan si dia akan semakin menjauhkan diri daripada anda kerana anda telah mengganggunya.

4. Buat sesuatu yang dapat mengembirakan hati anda
Ya, adalah lebih baik anda mengembirakan hati anda sendiri daripada anda memikirkan perasaan si dia. Pada ketika ini, si dia perlukan ruang untuk bersendirian. Jadi biarkan si dia bersendirian dan gunakan masa yang ada untuk menghiburkan diri anda."

 

 

#CopyPaste, cus, I think this might be useful. LOLS

Try~

Why try to hide..?

Why try to be invisible?

Why try to ignore?

Why try to avoid?

Why......???

Oh, because you are busy.

AND, I'm busy too.

I try to understand.

I try to follow the flow.

I try to keep steady.

I try to be the best.

I try to spend sometimes just to talk to you.. just to think of you.

I did try!

But you...??

I knew you are tired.

I knew~

I always knew it.

Last week~

last week,,

11th June -  18th June 2012~~

I totally din feel good.

I felt bad.

=___='

I was sick..

and,

I got three off days though! haha..

My off day shud be on Friday only..

But, I got 2-day MCs on Saturday and Sunday.

Now, I feel so-so.

havent totally recovered.

So, last week..?

Monday

- Busy with the new part-timers' orientation.

- Spent most of the times at the office

Tuesday

- Busy with preparations for Sugar Bun's family day.

- Got offended by A NEW PART-TIMER. He said, "Why u left si tuttt at the Lucky Draw Counter? Pity her. She hasn't got her lunch." =____= the hell. Thot, she was agreed that I go lunch first ????!! then I'll take her place at the LDC.. so, after he said that... I went downstair and asked her to go lunch. When myself, haven't. See? How much I'm consedering other people. *Eh? hahha.

- DOUBLE TUESDAY!!! Calvin treated us Pizzas!! Thanks, Vin. You've been so much kind to us! :)

- Oh! I played futsal today. My team won again. 10-8.. :) Ended up, my stomach aches..got 'kicked' by other team member. :( Can't really sleep, hard to move.. T_T

Wednesday

- I started to feel.... my stomachache getting worst. My muscles cramped. Hard to laugh.. :(

- EPIC STORY happended! Today, I went to Surau..for prayer. Then, when I was done..and get ready to walk out of the Surau, there was a woman I knew. She's working at one of the shop at Times Square. So, I smiled at her lah. She smiled back. After I put on my slipper at the area outside of the surau, I was quite surprised to see the hallway was so dark..I guess, maybe the light was 'tripped' or somebody switched off the light. So, I walk through the hallway. About two steps, I saw two switches.  Without hesitated, I press a switch downside. "Click!" The hallway still dark, no difference... AND, the female surau was all blackout!!! hahahah... I switch on the light at the female surau back..and ran away. I was afraid if the woman might scolded me. but nope~ hahahah!! At the end of the hallway, in front of the male surau.. there was another switch. Now, I was hesitated to 'PLAY' with switches. haha. I decided to press it..so I did. and, good heavens.. it was the right switch. Then, the light was functioning normally.

- Till now, I feel uneasy meeting the WOMAN. hahaha :p

- ON CALVIN'S TREAT, again~ =____= now, it's KFC!! thanks, VIN!! :(

Thursday

- Headache, headache, headache... busy with Mini Carnival's game..

- Got free lunch, by our Assistant Manager. Nasi Ayam Penyet! hahah. I did try 'my best' to reject, but... she kept on forcing me to eat!! =____='

- Balik kampong!! :) I missed my old bedroom.:3

Friday

- ........................

- Offday!! :)

- STOMACH ACHE!!!

- HEADACHE!!!

- Attending two events today. One at my neighbour, one at my cousin's.

- I slept with my lil bros.... but then in the middle of the night, I got back to my bedroom. Cus, TOO COLD!!! Wth with the air-cond. =_= In my bedroom, I din even bother to switch on the fan. I felt cold already. Even with two blankets, I was still shivering to death. So, the only solution I could think of.. Wear another long sleeve shirt, long pants, and jacket... BUT still.. too cold!! =___=' I was thinking of wearing socks.. But too weak to wake up.. So, just let me be like that. Shivering. Till I was too tired to feel the coldness, I fell asleep. And, once again.. I woke up.. this time, cus of.. TOO HOT!!! haha.. Guess, I was really sick. =__=' So, I removed the long sleeves shirt, long pants and the jacket.. anddd, switch on the fan. LOL! Sounds horrible.

- I played futsal...but for minutes only. Cus, too hot! Can't stand the heat from the sun...

- When I was about to get my 'siesta', my mommy was like.. "Yai!! Tu.. Inda kau meliat abang si Ikhwan? tu ada tu ya di luar..." =___= MOM!! Please? I just wanna see si Ikhwan... not his bro. lols. But, at the end.. I went out of my houseeeeee...and got to see his bro & mom. =_=

Saturday

- Super headache.. Stomach ache.

- Early in the morning, daddy woke me up, said.. "Inda kau keraja kah..?". Hm.. I was planning from last nite to get MC.. lols. But, seriously..due to my body was so weak.. my head was dizzy, my parents brought me to clinic. The nearest one is Pusat Kesihatan Mentiri, so we went there. The hell with the new systematic. =___= need to book first before coming. And, the empty slot was at 10.30, while at that time was still 8'O Clock. So, we went to Pusat Kesihatan Sungai Hancing.. and, had been there for more less 4 hours.. =___=' but, at least I got my MC, right? hahah.. :p

- My family told me, si Ikhwan was back......for awhile. And, he played guitar with his older bros. And, the thing is.. THEY TOLD ME WHEN IKHWAN and HIS FAMILY were leaving already. =____= hopeless.

Sunday

- Doing house works.....cooking, laundry..etc, watching TV - got LIVE from ICC (israk mi'raj event) and, there was 'THE BALL', Johan Musabaqah Tilawatil AlQuran peringkat kebangsaan, admire sii Miss H. hahah.. :)

- Shopping.

- Cooking for dinner. =___= hopeless lil brother. told me Ikhwan was outside his home.. but, when I checked... He was not there. Gone back to his 'old home', I guess. Why, why, WHY when it was so hard to see him..????? T.T






thats all.

Condolence~

Last nite,
Mr.D texted me.

Said,
His cousin's dad is just passed away.
To be specific, Isma's dad..

And,
I was like..
"HAH??"

Condolence to his family.
Though,
I don't really know him.

But, so sad..
as he lost his dad andddd, grandma in less than 24hours. :(

Kehilangan dua orang yang tersayang dalam satu masa.. so sad.
T_T

Salam Takziah.

HURTS~

Yesterday,
I played futsal again...
Ended up, our team won again.

Ended up, my stomach to hips area hurt,
-as got kicked by the other team, unintentionally. 
Ended up, my legs don't feel good.

Ended up, I couldn't sleep well last nite.
Ended up, I couldn't  laugh normally.
Ended up, I couldn't make more movements.
Ended up, I'm suffering.

I'm afraid to tell my parents about this.
I'm afraid if they are worried about me.
I'm afraid if they won't let me play futsal anymore.
I'm afraid if they force me to get a medical check up.

Simply,
I'm just afraid.

FED UP~

I'M FED UP!!!!!!


LIKE,
very, very fed up!!!!

I've lost my confidence!!!
I've lost my spirit!!!
I've lost my hope!!!
I've lost my mind!!!
I've lost my love!!!

Help me....




I'm lost..... T____T
and...
There's no one...
No one..
No one tries to help me..

I'm lost....


No one tries to help me..
Even you...
You know who.



:(

Busier than ever~

I'LL BE SO BUSY THIS WEEK....

NEXT WEEK...

and...

THE NEXT NEXT WEEK....



SORRY if you are looking out for me...

Sounds like, Im gonna die soon.
haha

BLOOD~

ANOTHER NEW ACHIEVMENT IN MY LIFE~!!! <3


Today,9th June 2012...

I DONATED MY BLOOD!!

Hoorayy! Saving lifes what matters to me... :)
Hopefully, whoever gets my blood healthy always.. :)
haha..
Sounds...weird! =___=

A bagful of my blood... :)

Since it was my first time donating blood...
Of course lah..
nervous yet excited feelings atu ada...
Mr.A and Mrs.B accompanied me just now..
THEY WERE SO AFRAID OF NEEDLE! hahah...

In this matter, in order to be brave.. you must get over what you are afraid of.. *EH?? hahha

whatever. merepek sangat aku ni.. =_=