Stupid Cigarette~

Okay..

Today....

I asked him...

what is his bad habit...

I made a guess, "smoking?"

Anddd,...

he said...

"yupz.. :("

HA-HA~ funny.. very funny!!!!

Why he's smoking......

He's totally disappointing me... :(

I'm disappointed....



Okay, Miss Simple..

Positive thinking... positive thinking...

inhale... exhale...

Nothing wrong with smoking....

He's gonna stop anyway..

so, just be cool.... yeah?? :)



OKAY!!!! :')

This Feeling..

Why I feel this way..?

Somehow, I feel regret with this decision I made..

I feel...

I don't know how to say it precisely..

I just..

Argh....

Why so hard to externalized what I feel at this moment?

This feeling...

tinkkkkk tooonkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!

I dislike his attitude to fastening things..
When we are definitely have TIMES..
I did say it to him...... but, forgot to explain.
haha.. stupidness.

And, I don't even know what I type here... =_='

Sorry, dear reader! 

I miss my cats~

Junpyo... :'( I've lost her at Kampong Ayer... last year. it happened so fast.. I really, really miss her. :(

Candy.. hehe.. She gave birth to 6 kittens at first.. but, ended all of them dead. Then, for the second time.. she gave birth to 2 kittens, now..one of them...lost! and..left with us, one. :(

Jandi.. Also, I've lost her.. but this time.. at Kampong Sungai Buloh.. :( so sad. This one was my first 3rd cat.. :(

 Pak Utih Rahman,, unique name, right? haha.. I got the name for novel SAGA's. Where, the hero's dad's name is Pak Utih Rahman.. haha! But, also... this one was lost, too.... :'(

 This one..was very meaningful to me..very special to me. look at her... I called her ChoonSian. The name was after my secret admire. lols. but, yeahh... i've lost her too! arghhh... T_____T

My first cat ever..... NELLY!!! I've lost her too....... aigoo.... so sad!! T____T

Thanks to Haizam~

Hey...Jump! haha..

Thanks for making me felt moved to update my blog... hehe

Haizam,... blog mu rugged!! but..I'm too scared to read all the posts.. :P



Its been so long, right?

Since the last time I updated..

So, now..

I..will...try my best...to update as regularly as I can..

Thanks. ^^

I'm trying my best~

Hello..

So.. hehe..

If you ask what's new about me...??

Well, i'm afraid to say that..

"I'm not the old me~"

Why?

Yeah.. being in a relationship and stuffs...

Definitely NEW!!!

"Somehow, this is my trial.."

When I said that to my friends, they were like..

"couple pun ada trial kah?"

I'd just laugh..

I'm not used to it...
I used to being single all these times...

now.. I'm chained...

Though he's far, far, far away from me..

I..
Still..
Trying my best to keep our relationship last long..

:)

Something new~

Ok.. I broke my promise...

Said, I'm gonna continue the story from the past post..

But now..

I changed my mind..

Whats the point remembering my past..?

When it doesn't even good memories though?

So, yeah..

past is past..

Gotta move on..

^^